Perhaps there is one key from the bunch I hold somewhere that can free my soul. Perhaps that key doesnt even exist.
Maybe I should wait.
Maybe I should stand up and walk out of it once and for all.
I hate feeling what I felt yesterday and a few days ago.
I hate aboveall, that the frequency of these unhappiness is increasing.
Maybe i have officially sank into another state of depression.
Sometimes I think, I shouldnt try to control things that are beyond me.
And right after, I would then start thinking about things that are within my control.
I will then, make a big decision. If I were to eventually reach the state in which I have to decide, I guess I would.
It's pure agony as of now.
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