My eyes are dry. So dry but i wanna finish an entry here b4 i actually go wash up. I just came back from a thai horror movie... "Ghost Game". The plot itself, though purely fictional, is based on this creepy place in Cambodia which was once used as an execution ground for tons of people and is now a museum. According to Meanie, this movie is banned in Cambodia.
Anyway, Lindsay is leaving in 7 hours time. She is the first exchange student to be going home. Its my turn soon. I dunno how i should actually feel now cos hmm... Im going to leave this place which i had so much fond memories of. The people, the things we did together, the food, the freedom, the late nights, the supper, the clubbing, the thai music,the prolonged happiness due to less responsibilities and stress, even the blogging... Hmm.. I can breathe better here cos of the carefree life that i have, at the same time, i cannot breathe well literally cos the Tuk tuk are emitting so much pollutants, my lungs are prolly grey now. And i swear i never ate so much salt at any one point of my life and from somebody who is always consious about the salt level that she takes each day, i have accostomed my tastebuds to eating real salty food now. I think when i get home, the singapore cuisines will no longer taste the same, at least for a while.
I hope i dun cry on the day of my departure. Im glad that Jy is going to be working and will not be able to send me off cos i prolly, really, will tear. I mean i spend every single day of my life and almost 24 / 7 with her for the past 4 months. I would definitely feel this sense of loss. Sigh..but no worries Jy, we will definitely meet again this year, at least once in singapore and whenever i have cheap tics available, we will go eat Phad Thai and Hoi tord... and of course, our kenom beuang and also pay a visit to our second home @ siam paragon!! I should save all these for my farewell entry.
Anyway, the mosquito bites i got from kanchanaburi have swelled up. They are now about 3 times the original size. They are really red and ITCHY!!!
I think my entries really suck now. I have nothing much to say and basically i am just feeling too much. I feel like i dun really know what im talking about too. I better get going...