Hello algel

An angel walked into my life today. I can only say that I am very blessed. If this takes off, it will be a big turning point for me. I didn't really want to talk about it because I didn't want it to end up cursed like the previous one.

I am absolutely tired.

Yawn.

Work very hard & fear not the uncertainties. I can make it.

扮猪吃老虎

The going gets tough from this week on.

But unlike two weeks ago, i think the PIG is going to ride on better luck in ALL ASPECTS compared to last year. Frankly speaking, I can already feel the difference. Haha...

Hello year of tiger~

I love Home

The weather is giving me headaches.

I hate the heat.

No beach getaway anytime soon but expect another BKK in May. I realised how i can now plan my holidays in advance by just following the China long holidays. May & October.

Dr Heng says she is heading for London in May and so I would most likely redeem my kris miles for a london ticket.

I want to do Tibet, Tokyo & Taipei too. As for places in China, maybe I should just drop by shanghai for a few days to play and not just for work like the other time. I did Harbin in 2009 and it was simply awesome. I want to visit as many provinces in China as I can. I will give this some thoughts and offhand, im looking at hangzhou and Guilin or JiuzaiGou.

I have so much reading to do.

Haha.. anyway, so what have i been doing these two days?

I get up at like 1030am for some reason and that was consistent.

I read magazine, leisure books, even these Chinese books available on ipod applications. I read A BIT of my textbook. I flip the basic theory book.

Then without fail, I watch The Apprentice every afternoon. After that they will show Winter Olympics in Van Couver. After that I would switch to channel 8 to watch this malaysian chinese drama. Then I will go change up for dinner.

Such routine homely lifestyle is a luxury to me for I was hardly even in SG the past 2 years to begin with.

Anyway, I will start working really hard to read those TEXTBOOKS and not get distracted by all other stuff. It doesnt help that I need to now not just start reading, but be an expert in SG and China income tax system. I have to churn out numbers and put up a paper real soon.

WORK & Study.

Stuck

I finally have a week in SG in which i dont have to work. Why am I still unhappy?

I think the pressure in not wasting this week is making me stressed up since I have not really planned what to do.

Sigh.

Maybe I shouldnt have agreed to take on this portfolio. I am holding doubts now. At the back of my mind, I keep having this unsettled mind. Well, I dont think I have a choice. It is good challenge non-the-less and regardless of how tough the going gets, I need to make it through.

I am stressed up. I am.

I feel like running away to bintan for a getway.

I need and want a beach getway. I miss the sea.

Let me see what I can do.

I came back from JB loaded with magazines. I am also now finishing the last 4 episodes of 败犬女王。 I visited Ikea Tampiness in search of inspirations for my room revamp. No luck on that yet. I want to re-do the layout, yet I dont think I should waste the current furnitures.

And lastly, I need to start reading my textbooks for the exam in april.

In the meantime, get ready for the March Basic Driving test.

Happy new year

The food at Baba Inn was excellent. We had Promfret, crayfish, prawns, prok ribs Sioh, ayam buat keluat, sambal ladys' finger, nonya chap chai, otak, mini octopus, ngoh hiang. Yummy!

I have one week break after till next week.

Got to start studying no joke. I just can't find the motivation somehow.

Anyway, I must stay happy. Happy new year!! hopefully this pig survives well in the year of tiger like wat the fengshui master said yesterday.

May 2010 tiger yr be a better year

Honestly, I never expect the last lunar week of the yr of ox to be so bad. well yes i got a promotion, but everything else was bad. Sigh. All I wish for this coming yr is good health. I need a getaway really. I hope I win this battle. All I want is to enjoy the upcoming reunion dinner. I hope I'm given a chance though.

Frustrations of life.

I hope for all these to be over.

Happy? New year.

At 438am, I was woken up by a nightmare. And the worst thing was, I was disturbed in my own house by my grandfather in my dreams. It was scary... I suppose the fact that I didn't off the lights nor sleep in a comfortable position but fell asleep with tons of issues in my head and heart caused me to end up with disrupted sleep.

I just signed up for two papers in April to continue my insurance qualifications. Now I'm having second thoughts because at work, I'm so loaded. I have also finally signed up for my driving theory tests. Maybe it's because I have 2 months that I can stay in sg therefore I try to take up things which I can't plan earlier all into the march and April scedule. Hiaz but it seems I may need to travel in march and April.

It's the stress of having to take on things alone and always having to deal with mgmt that makes the job exciting but at the same time, super stressful.

Well, at least I manage to clear one issue off my head. Reunion dinner this year we are eating out. I have chosen this peranakan place, Baba Inn.

Cny cny... I need to pack my room and I hate to do housekeeping!!!!!