I am no longer happy. And that worries me. Put it this way, I think the unhappy times have outweighed the good times. But I have to wait.
October trip is confirmed. I just hope bkk to be in good shape then.
I am tempted to go new York. Go krabi. Go tour Europe. Even Macau or japan is good. I am not sure when I will sink into depression. I think I am still ok now because I try to consciously make sure I am still optimistic.
I still did not have a proper break this yr. And I'm losing it. All.
