走出去就有路

飘洋过海我吃得起苦，相信天无绝人之路。

All that I need now... Some luck.

Bless me!

In denial... I Dont want to study

It's 745pm on a sunday evening. My PGI paper is on this coming tuesday afternoon and yes, i havent started studying.

CC says dont keeping thinking that im smart and I dont have to study. The truth is, I never thought I was smart but i just didnt have enough motivation to study. Haha...
And so on the telecon just b4 dinner, i told him that im beginning to feel scared. And he ask me which of the previous paper did I not worry one bit? And his tone... Serves you right! Anyway, Poor CC, cooking and eating alone in the cold cold country. The prima party didnt realize in the end.

I went to check my online redemption on the SQ flights. For some reason, dunno if this is a blessing, I can waitlist my mom and niece on flight to beijing again! Haha... hopefully it goes through. And we can have a fun time together this year end b4 our new addition to the family arrives.

Back to my denial... I said im gg to start studying at 8:00pm. Now it's 8:01pm, i thought i should go eat my strawberry, blueberry and kiwi FIRST. So, it's gg to be postponed again....

I came back with a confused mind, slightly irritated over telecon ar bj airport. Flight was real bad, a nightmare. Coming back was always easy, but not this time. Sigh. I'm still feeling lousy now. Was it the caffeine? Sashimi? Chardonay ? Or simply the hormones? I am physically unwell.

The past three wks were quite intense for the rel. Hmm...

Why do I always feel this way?

When are all these things gg to end? Only after life. Sigh

exam on tue. I haven't started. Arrgghhhh