Sometimes all I ask for is a bit of support.Before you jump in and start drawing conclusions, think about what Im thinking and where I am going. It is not just about where I stand at the moment, it is where I will be tomorrow, the day after tomorrow. Yesterday shouldnt even be mentioned. I hope the clouds can clear soon.
This weekend I had one of the best meal and one of the worst for the year. 酒逢知己千杯少，话不投机半句多
Another intense 1 month lies ahead. Leaving for Shanghai on tue, YT on wed till end of sep. 2 papers to clear at the end of the trip. Going to reward myself with another round of bkk after that. Yay, this time with CC. And Im also happy that we can also travel back together after the break. It's been a while since we last had a holiday. I think we have been away much more from each other this year compared to the last. I wonder what next year would be like. I cant wait to settle down in the new apartment that you already did.
Light at the end of the small tunnel this time: That great foot+body massage in the land of smiles, great movies with popcorn, new go-carting experience followed by great music.
Until then, great discipline to mug is key.
I cried. I prayed. I worked hard.
I can only wait and see.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Uncertainty
Not sure where im heading at the moment. As in, i know but im not sure.
Too much uncertainty at the moment. Im waiting for the clouds to clear though im no longer sure if these clouds are dark or cotton white.
Heading down to china soon. Yet again.
How I wish I can drop everything and just leave for the salmon land to pursue a masters of my choice. Even if tuition fee is free, still the high living expenses plus the loss of financial independence for 2 years makes this more of a dream than a possibility.
Cant settle my thoughts.
Let that glimmer of hope lingers...
Too much uncertainty at the moment. Im waiting for the clouds to clear though im no longer sure if these clouds are dark or cotton white.
Heading down to china soon. Yet again.
How I wish I can drop everything and just leave for the salmon land to pursue a masters of my choice. Even if tuition fee is free, still the high living expenses plus the loss of financial independence for 2 years makes this more of a dream than a possibility.
Cant settle my thoughts.
Let that glimmer of hope lingers...
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Blessed
It was great lunch. Business lunch has never been so easy, comfortable and relaxed.
Maybe it was a message from above that for now, i shouldnt think about sitting on the other side of the table.
I am a lucky gal really. This would never have been possible if I were elsewhere. Great boss. Great mentor. Great Mentor's boss. Haha.. And to think that Im only 25. I should be happy with this blessing.
I just need to make sure that i dun fall into the pessimistic side of the net for otherwise, CC will have to suffer again.
Sorry CC.
Maybe it was a message from above that for now, i shouldnt think about sitting on the other side of the table.
I am a lucky gal really. This would never have been possible if I were elsewhere. Great boss. Great mentor. Great Mentor's boss. Haha.. And to think that Im only 25. I should be happy with this blessing.
I just need to make sure that i dun fall into the pessimistic side of the net for otherwise, CC will have to suffer again.
Sorry CC.
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