Second thoughts

Not sure why but I actually had a nightmare about not being prepared at all, in the likes of no bridal bouquet, corsages, serving food late etc on my wedding reception! Subconsciously, I am getting stressed up over the preparation. Work wise, I am beginning to think this is perhaps not for me. If all goes well, I should get my ACII this year. Ironically, I'm beginning to feel that I am in the wrong field. More of the nature of the job. It is occasionally emotional fulfilling. I am having second thoughts. Certainly not a good sign.