Worried abt being calm

I am 3 chapters away but I'm not worried. What really stresses me is the fact that I am so calm now.

Bad

Focus

I am glad I still have 5 days, albeit 5 days is still too tight to finish studying for 1 paper + revise for another. I just have to keep going.

The only thing that i am looking forward to is the dinner on 28th after all the torture and the trip on 1st Oct.

All I need to do now is to focus on my exams. Everything else does not matter.Work has to be set aside.

Focus.

Run

I'm tired. End all agony end nov is probably the ideal case. Neither here nor there.

Wine away

Only thing to look fwd to this week:

Home cooked dinner.
Enjoy the first bottle of wine in six months.
Yum!!

Though it's gonna be a short week. I still look fwd to the upcoming trip.

How to get that engine going?

Two papers. I'm so behind schedule.

I'm very tired.

Leaving again for china day after tomorrow.

Help!