No!

I knew abt it abt a month ago.

I got confirmation from D two weeks ago.

I thought all these meant i am mentally prepared. Well, upon receiving that confirmation email, I teared. I teared for a good 5 min.

I cant bear to bid farewell.

He was the reason that i stayed on.

He believed so much in me, he was always so generous with his compliments. He touched my life.

As much as I cant bear to let him go, I know it is only for the better.

And the pain lingers on...